Im tired of being tired all the time all i ever seem to want to do is sleep sleep eternaly well i had better go and rest my werie body and eyes good night

I need to get a life :S or atleast get a new one cause mine at the moment is boring lifeless and well it sux.
I have nothing to write about im sitting at school when i could be at home what the fuck is wrong with me????
can any one tell me?

I look at the cover all glossy
DO i dare open this awful thing
THis is probably the most
deppressing thing a young girl
can look at.
THe beautiful preole flood the
pages of this crowded magazine
I see starving bodies being
exploited in this perfect piece
of trash!
And yet we are all drawen to them
Wishing it was us.
Written by me :)

Its seems like just yesterday I was ariving back at school from the holidays fretting Year 11 anf now i have just finnished a semester of school. Its scary where does it all go it just flies.
Its sacry to think im going to be 18 next year. Thats awesome. Final year of school wow i remember my first day as if it were tomorrow.
Getting of that a little If you knew that tomorrow was never going to camoe what would you do in your final day?

I'm not sure what i would do i think i would have a huge party and tell every one special to me that i Love them, and that i would always watch over them and protect them. Then i think i would do something that would live on forever im not sure what that would it would be but it would be amazing. :)

I cant wait till next week end its gonna be great
Firstly i play netball on saturday then im going
to jaces house for curry and his birthday :) Then
i might stay there or go to another party then on
sunday Im going to grinspoon Yeah!! Thats gonna be
Fun then first thing Monday i start a new semestr
of school and my first lesson is OUTDOOR Ed I cant
wait :P
What has every one elce got planned?

"I'm Just A Kid"

I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11
just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on you own
and here it goes

[CHORUS]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead, i'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own

[REPEAT CHORUS]

What the fuck is wrong with me?
don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
cause every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat 5X]

[CHORUS (repeat 2X)]

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause im just a kid tonight
By a Simple Plan

well im getting a little frightened.
every where i look all my friends
are making plans for there lifes :S
Every on seems to want to know what
they want to do. And then theres me
and i have no clue what i want yo do :S
TIs is just weird im 16 and im ment
to be planing the rest of my life
I DONT THINK SO!!!
The end of my schooling life is
coming to the end and its so scary
im only a little kid I mean i cant
even spell well any ways i dont want
to do this school is to false i
dont know education is important but
Kids should be able to do what they love
i think skooling should be left to
later on in life when you relize
that education is important and that we
shpuld be there to learn and not socialize
well im sorry for taking up your
time with my worthless babelling so thanx
for leting me get that out of me :)