Well im in newcastle well actuly a place called Salt Ash so yeah my billeting family is really cool and thats good.
Sofar we have lost every game oh well thems the breaks.
The scores have been as follows

Qld V's SA 1-0
Vic V's SA 5-0
ACT V'S SA 1-0 (we lost in a tie bracker)
NSW V's SA 12-0 (something like that we got thrashed.

I'm SA by the way.
Well any way must go I'll keep you updated because its soooo exiting and all :) ciao for now

I dont know why but some times i just wish i wasn't me. I know we should all be greatful for who we are. butI can help but think we dont actuly determine who we are i maen we have a little to do with it like our appearance and how we act. But i think people have a big influence on how we are places as well like school is some where that makes me seem like a confident person this is becase i feel safe and yet put me in a room full of strangers and i feel so vaunrable. Different music shape some diffrent things too like when i am frustrated i put Korn or eminem or something along thiose lined but if im feeling a little down and i put on Jeff buckley i fell like i am experincing well i dunno i dont feel like every thing is lost more like some one is feeling like i am so why feel this way. I always figure some where in the world there is some one doing exactly the same thing or felling the way i am feeling so im never alone. SO reall i should just get use to who i am an lern to control my self.

Reading back on that it kinda dosent make sence but if one person can understand what im saying i guess its all good.

We wached this awesome japanese horror film called RIng it is awesome then we wached 3 other boring movies and then yeah my exchange student and her 2 friends went to bed i stayd up and watched T.V. I did yoga with the T.V it was pretty hard i have to work on my flexibility. What elce thats about really i havent slept in about i dunno a while lets hjust say (^-^)

Has any one ever thaught about what death feels like? Or am i the only one? It just facinates me. The hole thing life death and whats next? If any one has any thaughts on this plz share.

Well finaly i have a picture on my profile all thanx to Jace (^-^) thank you. I cant belive how easy it was to do i spent hours trying to get a pic on then i give the disk to jace and in 2 seconds hes done it :S why is this (^-^)

We'll today I had a great day we went to an open plain zoo. I saw a white Rihno for the first time in my life it was awesome. Then we went to this nature park thingy and i got to hold a crocidile and a snake. I had held a snake b4 but never a crocidile it was pretty fun. Then we went to an adventure park we spent most of our time in the ball crawl it was pretty fun it wqas like a never ending pit of balls.

I jsut wanted to see if i could have a picture on this up date

I really wish i had all the answers. Never the less, I'm a child to new to the world. What do i know? All i know is as soon as we are born we start to die. We are all on a journey that we know will have an ending. We all make chocies about how we want these endings to pan out. Sometimes we dont make the best choices but if not the right ones we take a lesson from this experience. We then use this experince to improve our lives. However being a teenager our job is not to take lessons from others we have to learn for our selves. these days tho there are to many teens taking this beyond a joke. They abuse there freedoms and push there boundries futher. but in the long run there only making later on more boring. I'm not saying im the perfect child I'm far from it .
NO child will ever be perfect. Parents have to remember this. What is perfection? A child that does no wrong? A child that never looses? what lessons would they learn? They would have the most boring life.

This song is soooo good its my new theme song.
Heres some groovy sayings:

*Making the best of today is the best preperation for tomorrow.

*If we dont stand for something, we'll fall for anything.

*Responsibility walks hand and hand with capacity and power.

*In quietness and confidence shall be your strength.

*Remember to face the sun and you shall never see the shadows.

*It is better to cultivate faith than to entertain doubt.


*Each day comes just once in a life time.

*Fear is the parent of cruelty.

Arent they enlightening :) I hope you like them

Well i have thaught about it and well maybe this is an ok place for me. I can express my self and people can see my poetry. I dont know any one so you all cant judge me. Whisch is really good because most people i cme across i think dont like me but maybe its all in my head. To Karis that was the reason i was thinking if leaving TIG but im not going to because why should i miss out on something this cool for him thats just wrong (>_<) so yeah glad to be back (^-^).
Ohhh yeah some thing for me to be happy about i won my B grades batting award with a batting avearge of 444 whchi is cool oh and 2 weeks ago i fenced a ball (hit a ball over the fence) in the grand final only problem was it was foul but it was ok tho because next time at bat i hit and in the fence home run and scored 3 runs wooo hooo (*-*)

well i dont know i just dont think taking it global is for me. maybe i'll change my mind maybe this is just one of my things and then change my ming i mean TIG is awesome it alows smart (that not being me) young people to experss there feelings about all kind of diffrent issues but i feel im to under educated (stupid) to know to much about these problems so who knows maybe when i get a little smater i'll came back and yeah but for now i dont thing i belong here i dont belong to many places any way (^-^) so yeah Bye for now.